What am I doing here ??

Been a long time since my first blog ( August 2004 ! ! ) . My friends have even stopped checking my blog . Well, anyways, then why am i here now , out of nowhere ???

I wanted to try blogging one more time, but couldnt find time and also , i was discouraged seeing the level of blogs that my friends write , and then i feel that - blogging is not my cup of tea . But anyways , right now , i am bored to death , dont have a personal diary or journal with me right now, and i really wanted to write down any crap that is going on in my mind !! ( u r warned , plz leave if u want to ! ) So , starting now, i will cultivate my habit of blogging by writing small blogs, and later if possible , i will move on to larger ones. But i assure u , most of my blogs may not make any sense at all , may become a bit personal also , so plz, endure with me !

Anyways... Do u read signs ? I am not talking about Road Signs , or Signatures ! ok, i will explain in simple terms. Something has happened with u , and u feel that the occurrence of this thing is a sign for u , that u need to learn something from it. It is not a coincidence that something different or even usual, has happened , specifically when u r in a particular state of mind. Also , something happens around u , and then u feel that basically this event occured coz something else happened the other day and u relate this event with some previous event . I mean u try to link patterns in ur life . Even if those patterns r very different and dont make any sense to someone else, u feel that a series or chain of events have taken place not out of coincidence , but purposefully !

I am not talking about Deja Vu or Serendipity. Everything is pre-planned or rather had a purpose , and we r just a playing our parts here like puppets ! Remember the famous dialogue from film ' Anand ' by Rajeev Khanna( " babumoshaayyyy ...... ") . Well, something like that . U r basically trying to crosss a river , or a lake, with the help of stones laid on the river , stepping on one stone at a time. And that stones r put in front of u ' dynamically ' or ' on the fly' , depending on ur state , as u take each step at a time . And who is doing that , well, obviously, GOD .

GOD is the answer to all questions which cannot be answered. If we dont know the reason for something unnatural happening around us , we always point it to GOD. ( More on GOD later ).

So anyways, I try to connect all events that take place with me. Then i try to read the signs and ask why ?? Was it a coincedence OR something needs to be learnt from it . I believe that whatever happens , happens for a reason. Actually, everything that happens , happens for a GOOD reason. I would suggest u should try to connect the dots in ur lives. Maybe , if u r successful , u will get a complete picture of urself .

well, i have spent approx. 1 hr to write such a small blog, but atleast , i felt better in the end. So i think i may come back and write more crap later !

( BTW , i know no one will post comments here , but i have still activated the ' Word Verification' feature, coz i have heard that many bloggers r getting spam- comments ! )

Comments

Id it is said…
Blogging is therapeutic they say, so give it a second chance.
Saurabh said…
Hey ..

Welcome back ...
Hmm ...

Starting of the blog was classic Rishayy ... but towards the end, it was pretty impressive ... about the stepping stones and serendipity and stuff ... hehehe ...

Keep blogging :)
Rishi Agarwal said…
hey ,
thanx for the encouragement ! I will try to keep updating my blog , if possible !
nithin said…
haha...i read the first half and was like...rishay is as confused as ever!!

but u really became clearer towards the end....keep writing....
i will read it(now i dont know whether that is encouraging or discouraging for you!!!!:):))
Rishi Agarwal said…
hehehe.... thanx for the comment!
Shalini said…
Prophessor Rushee Agarwal that was impressive....Good comeback..! He he..!

I read patterns in my life...!

At one point in school...i was doing badly every alternate year...dont laff...seriously...!!!!

u should decipher patterns...and draw graphs...then u'll know where ur lifes going...!!!


But good blog towards the end...
Rishi Agarwal said…
hey ... welcome to my domain !

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